chocolate girl

of course i'm messy. but you still love me, don't you? maybe it's my own insecurities - i mean, sometimes i get this feeling that i'm too much, but at the same time, that i can never be enough... it's just that i feel like you're pushing me away, like there's this obligatory distance you seem compelled to impose between us. i know, i know, boundaries and all that. i don't want to be clingy - i'm stuck on you, that's all. come on, i'm trying to be sweet here! don't you want me? yes, i have my dark side and yes, there are moments when i'm a bit intense. but am i really so bad? don't i make you happy?